Friday, July 23, 2010
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Anyway,put those aside and talk about something more..ugh,serious? Ha,THAT coming out of my mouth is just wrong. How long have I talk not about serious stuff? Anything that came out from my mouth were 50% jokes,25% stupidity,17% scarcas and 8% seriousness.Which I fail at both jokes and scarcas. Yes,don't remind me.Sorry,ADD again.
Oh about what I wanna talk about.
I'm still wonderin' that is this a SENSITIVE thing to talk about,next to religious issue? not that serious,right? lose some friends,earn some friends-It's like the circle of life. Obviously earning is better than losing. If you say that you didn't lose (err,not lost in dying,I meant lost though fighting or even being a part when you didn't even realise it) a friend in your whole life than I would either give you a gold plated trophy with "Besties-for-ever-long-lasting-friends" labeled up front or the biggest lie of the century dump. Admit it,you did hurt someone in your life that you didn't even wanna face them.If you didn't,if you REALLY REALLY didn't experience this in the slightest way before than congrats! Even I,the anti-social one,have experienced this,it's a sad feeling,undoubtedly.
Well,let me share something with you.I have been in a fight before (note that this was a long time ago,a long long time ago.) with a friend of mine and I still regret it until today that I didn't get a chance to say I was sorry.She was counted as my first friend though,a precious friend indeed.But with a stupid argument which I don't even remember how it was started,it ended everything that was between us...
Things like texting in tuition,sitting together in class and passing letters giggling along with the contents were just all gone without a sound.AND it started with a stupid comment that I made.With that,I know that I was wrong but I fail to apologise which still stings me now even after years have passed me by,creeping and eating up my youth slowly.After that incident,I made a absolutely stupid choice,avoiding it.Never did I look at her in the eyes after that-It's a move of a coward,don't you think I know? The whole situation was full of hate and despise-it kills,it really does.Pride gets the best of me.Every time when I wanna apologise,my tongue tied in knots and my whole body just froze,stood there like a stone.It sucks to be my courage.In the end,it just left there,like we don't even know each other.Maybe that's the best way or maybe not.Who knows? If I didn't have that argument,I wouldn't have met the great friends that I have now,right? But still,I'm regretting every moment of it.
Wow,ain't that emotional? not really.
So friends,don't let a word stop you from building up something as beautiful as friendship.Arguments and hate,it's not worth it.
p/s -I know that this post sounds cheesy,maybe I'm trying to hint something or maybe I'm not or maybe I am or probably not. HA.Would you hate me for this?
p/p/s -You will never know who the person is though,I don't think that anyone know her.
p/p/p/s-sorry about the dead content and awful lines.My British is sucks.
Till next time,cheers.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Sorry for the awful shadings and the disturbing theme.I wanted to draw something which I felt at the moment and this is what I felt at that moment, aha.It seems that there are many humans around me are not really being themselves.They are always hiding their true feelings behind a mask, it's like they're living a double life or they're treating different people with a different attitude.The inspiration came to me after our (*cough* you know who you are *cough*) long talk yesterday.I felt that it's both pitiful and evil of them to do so,because they are hurting themselves and the people around them as well,don't you think this is selfish and cruel too? The coldness of their expressions reminds me on the Chinese mask theater (I have no idea what they are called.) ,which they kept on changing their mask every split second and you'll see the performer's real face at the end of the show. Sorry if the message that I wanna present didn't go through the picture,it's not strong enough.I just wanna draw something for the sake of drawing, cause I missed it.
lolz! add another "e" at the back and it becomes "negative"..~! Don't get me wrong,I LOVE Vitagen~!
Till next time! byes~!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I bought the transparent box thing-i from Daiso by the way. =D and thanks Yi Ting for the miniature SPA. lolz!
LOLZZZ...it's actually still ok lar,I tried to use it for a little while.Reminded me on one of XiaXue's post.ROFL.
hey,I got no pictures no more. D=
So, I'll stop here than. Random picture for the post...
LOLZ...Till next time~ Byes..=D
You need : Cloth, button shell [the tippy top in the picture], punch(bottom) [the white colour plastic thing-i beside the cloth],punch(top) [the blue colour cylinder above the cloth], and the back side button [located above the punch(bottom)]. They give weird names don't they? @-@;;
Yeah, just some random pretty Japanese pattern type patchworks and oh? What is that?
COVER BUTTONS?? Yesh, cover buttons. It's a tool to customised and make your own pattern button! neat huh? Or am I the only one who think that's neat?heh. (No...it's not impulse buying...swt.)
Anyway, the steps on making your own cover button is easier than 1, 2, 3! Look! Tutorials at the back,they even have it in English.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Once you had a taste of perfection.
-Katy Perry ( Thinking of You )
Aww..isn't that just sweet? I love song quotations.I had an idea on using parts of songs to do an essay or a poem,which ain't gonna work,cause me British ish bad..D= (and *cough* ain't it against copyrights? )
No more mistakes,
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.
-Katy Perry ( Thinking of You )
I always repeat the lyrics or quote in my head and picture the scene when I get the chance to use them.(which is most probably never I guess..=/ )
How do I get closer to you,
when you keep it all on mute.
How would I know,
the right way to love you.
-Katy Perry ( Mannequin ) I'm such a Katy Perry lyrics addict~ 8D
Don't all of us have a favourite song quote? lolz..share it..XD
@ the moment.
Well,nothing new here,I guess. Same old,same old.
Really, I guess. Seriously, I think. I'm sure of it, maybe.
Hey actually, I do have something to say(wow,that's rare!). Why social problems around me built up so dramatically ever since I entered F6? Shouldn't it be less? Since we owned the title of "young adults" now,shouldn't our mind be much more mature than before? By the way,I'm not pointing fingers at anyone. Just that it annoys me whenever I think that my friend is suffering from social problems,which is the "in" thing now.I heard gossips about it, heard it from the "victims" themselves and even witness it with my own two eyes. To me, it all links down to this,
Oh and by the way,I don't take sides. Never a fan of it.
p/s - Oh gosh,this came out quite "pantai-ish" didn't it?ROFL. Didn't mean to do it THAT way,oh well.
Other than that,the first monthly test is coming up (darns..DX). It's only gonna be a 2 days test for 5 subjects.I would rather have it for 3 days than to cram everything one shot!Rawr. This school is really driving me up the wall, they are making everyone the same,no individuality! argggggg!! We can't even choose our own rapping paper for our own table for pity's sake!! What are we? Primary school students? We are certainly being treated as one.Zzzzz. Whatever,these problems are just a speck of dust in my life,nothing to take concern about.Zzzzzzz.Besides,let's think positively, it's a school anyway,which have rules and it builds up their (so called) discipline.Their first thing to do is to make every body the same because it looks clean and neat.
Why am I agreeing and disagreeing with myself? SWEAT.... okies? I don't even know where this blog post is going now,odd indeed.I guess I'll stop here before I blurt out more rubbish. So,till next time..=D byes~