Oh Snap!

Hey hey humans.Sorry that I haven't been bloggin' lately (more like for months,I know,sorry.). Well now that I think about it,nobody is gonna read this anyway.So what if I blog or not,it'll still be the same,no? Even if I blogged,you can't make head or tails with it anyway(blame my ADD.),ain't it so? But,I'll still try to continue blogging about rubbish that doesn't really matter,stupid opinions which makes you twitch and bitter sweet memories that scared my life as deep as my IQ (Oh yes,"deep"..it's hot!).

Anyway,put those aside and talk about something more..ugh,serious? Ha,THAT coming out of my mouth is just wrong. How long have I talk not about serious stuff? Anything that came out from my mouth were 50% jokes,25% stupidity,17% scarcas and 8% seriousness.Which I fail at both jokes and scarcas. Yes,don't remind me.Sorry,ADD again.

Oh about what I wanna talk about.

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Well,actually I wanna talk about ambitions but it seems like such a sad topic to talk about.So I think I'll leave that to the next round.Lets talk about something more sociable,something that is related to friendship,cause I'm a teenager and I have issues,boo hoo.

I'm still wonderin' that is this a SENSITIVE thing to talk about,next to religious issue? not that serious,right? lose some friends,earn some friends-It's like the circle of life. Obviously earning is better than losing. If you say that you didn't lose (err,not lost in dying,I meant lost though fighting or even being a part when you didn't even realise it) a friend in your whole life than I would either give you a gold plated trophy with "Besties-for-ever-long-lasting-friends" labeled up front or the biggest lie of the century dump. Admit it,you did hurt someone in your life that you didn't even wanna face them.If you didn't,if you REALLY REALLY didn't experience this in the slightest way before than congrats! Even I,the anti-social one,have experienced this,it's a sad feeling,undoubtedly.

Well,let me share something with you.I have been in a fight before (note that this was a long time ago,a long long time ago.) with a friend of mine and I still regret it until today that I didn't get a chance to say I was sorry.She was counted as my first friend though,a precious friend indeed.But with a stupid argument which I don't even remember how it was started,it ended everything that was between us...

EVERYTHING.

Things like texting in tuition,sitting together in class and passing letters giggling along with the contents were just all gone without a sound.AND it started with a stupid comment that I made.With that,I know that I was wrong but I fail to apologise which still stings me now even after years have passed me by,creeping and eating up my youth slowly.After that incident,I made a absolutely stupid choice,avoiding it.Never did I look at her in the eyes after that-It's a move of a coward,don't you think I know? The whole situation was full of hate and despise-it kills,it really does.Pride gets the best of me.Every time when I wanna apologise,my tongue tied in knots and my whole body just froze,stood there like a stone.It sucks to be my courage.In the end,it just left there,like we don't even know each other.Maybe that's the best way or maybe not.Who knows? If I didn't have that argument,I wouldn't have met the great friends that I have now,right? But still,I'm regretting every moment of it.


Wow,ain't that emotional? not really.


So friends,don't let a word stop you from building up something as beautiful as friendship.Arguments and hate,it's not worth it.

p/s -I know that this post sounds cheesy,maybe I'm trying to hint something or maybe I'm not or maybe I am or probably not. HA.Would you hate me for this?

p/p/s -You will never know who the person is though,I don't think that anyone know her.

p/p/p/s-sorry about the dead content and awful lines.My British is sucks.

Till next time,cheers.

Masked.

Hey all~! Here's a picture that I drew from 1.ooAM till 3.55AM yesterday..=.=;;

Sorry for the awful shadings and the disturbing theme.I wanted to draw something which I felt at the moment and this is what I felt at that moment, aha.It seems that there are many humans around me are not really being themselves.They are always hiding their true feelings behind a mask, it's like they're living a double life or they're treating different people with a different attitude.The inspiration came to me after our (*cough* you know who you are *cough*) long talk yesterday.I felt that it's both pitiful and evil of them to do so,because they are hurting themselves and the people around them as well,don't you think this is selfish and cruel too? The coldness of their expressions reminds me on the Chinese mask theater (I have no idea what they are called.) ,which they kept on changing their mask every split second and you'll see the performer's real face at the end of the show. Sorry if the message that I wanna present didn't go through the picture,it's not strong enough.I just wanna draw something for the sake of drawing, cause I missed it.

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Well, on a happy note, here's a random picture of the post~!

lolz! add another "e" at the back and it becomes "negative"..~! Don't get me wrong,I LOVE Vitagen~!

Till next time! byes~!

Intro and updates

Oh yeah! 3rd blog post in one day!

Now, let me introduce to you....

INSTANT BIRD'S NEST!! lolzzz..they have instant for everything now! Noodles,soup,bao and now, bird's nest?? Maybe I'm the one who is out (ketinggalan zaman), but still, I'm seriously amazed by this. lolz.My mum got this through a wedding,they gave this as a gift for the people who attended.Free ya know?! whao..

I got the chance to try it and I have to admit, it ain't half bad.Taste like jelly, maybe I'm the one who forgotten how bird's nest taste like.Hmm...yeah, it's me, not the product.

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Other than that, have you tried this before??

lolz, thanks to my big sister who introduce it to me! it's really nice when it's eaten with milk,a little soggy but still crunchy on the outside. And it keeps me full and healthy,lolz. Since it's made from whole grain.

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Anyway, have you seen my "Little Corner" ? lolz, cute not?

Complete with Original English manga (Rurouni Kenshin,D.Gray Man,Loveless and Millennium Snow), books (Speed reading, Caramella-by kiDChan,Kunisaki,Toonikun and other awesome DA artist collab),my Alice's Adventures in Wonderland collection,William Shakespeare's "Romeo and Juliet", soundtrack CDs (D.Gray Man and Death Note), some anime figurines, old-school McD paper bag, miniatures, "big-head-shot stickers" , Zemotion's work(her signature is at the back,HEHEHE) , cute-sie sticker given by May Fong ( thanks =D) , my "bubblegum" bank, anime puzzle and some memorable stuff ( I stole the lantern from last moon cake festival, hehehe).


I bought the transparent box thing-i from Daiso by the way. =D and thanks Yi Ting for the miniature SPA. lolz!

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It just kept on going when I have pictures doesn't it? lookie at CHINA iPHONE!!

LOLZZZ...it's actually still ok lar,I tried to use it for a little while.Reminded me on one of XiaXue's post.ROFL.

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Oh,and I'm using this product at the moment,I told my friends about it,but they don't really know what brand is it.So,here is it. it's "Seikisho from KOSE" .

I have to cough out RM50 for this, my sis paid Rm7 for me,thanks ya~ it's really good, for me lar.So,I'm recommending it for people who can't stand their mum or sister nagging about how dirty their face is or what not. Since I'm using it, you guys can treat me as an experimental puppy using the product. =D
hey,I got no pictures no more. D=
So, I'll stop here than. Random picture for the post...

MOOOooooooooo~!

LOLZ...Till next time~ Byes..=D

Random Good Nights~

LOLZ...to most of my friends (yeah, you know who you are) received my random Good Night msg, saying

"Good Nite! Have a great day tomorrow!"

Yeah, I haven't send that to you guys in ages already right? I think I started it last year,when my friends leave Malacca for their further studies. I usually send it to people whom I haven't seen or talked in a while but this time, I widen my scope and send it to SOME of my MHS friends..=D (sorry if ya didn't received it,I'll send it next time..XD )

These are the replies that I've received,

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Mochi : Haha so random! Gud nite!

: Haha true! sleep tight little bunny~

(wows, you're the first one to reply me!!)

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Melissa :Pui pui thanks T.T I really need tht.Going 2 bcum crazy adi.

(than convo starts, gambatte ne my chiwawa!!)

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Sexy Bro : Er, yesh little banana, gnite~!

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Graham : huh? @.@

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Siou Wen : Huh? Y sud say gud nyt to me?

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Papa : That was random.Good nite stupid kid.Papa dun misses u.Nite.(awww...sure you do!XD)

: And you are not suppose to go to bed that early. ( it was 11.09pm..O.O;;)

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Betsy : Ok.....U too o.O

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Suat Yen :Good night! Haha...see you 2moro.

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Tong : **cute msg sayin good nite,thanks!**

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Connie : Why suddenly send good night? Did u send to wrong person?

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lolz..yarr..these are some replies I got.I don't know about you but saying and receiving good nights and byes makes me happy. XD (I'm easily amused..=.=;;)

Oh yar,May Fong and Yi Ting too asked why I suddenly message them good night, lolz. You guys really thought that I send it to the wrong person didn't you? LOLz...anyway, it's just something random I did to put a smile on your face (if it bothers or troubled you,than sorry har) and to look forward for another day..=D

Well,that's all I guess,till next time~ byes..=D

lookie what I bought!

Hey all..~! DAISO Japan had just opened in Dataran Phalawan,Malacca and it was AWESOME!Awesomeness I tell ya! lolz~ lookie at what I got from Daiso.

Yeah, just some random pretty Japanese pattern type patchworks and oh? What is that?


COVER BUTTONS?? Yesh, cover buttons. It's a tool to customised and make your own pattern button! neat huh? Or am I the only one who think that's neat?heh. (No...it's not impulse buying...swt.)

Anyway, the steps on making your own cover button is easier than 1, 2, 3! Look! Tutorials at the back,they even have it in English.

You need : Cloth, button shell [the tippy top in the picture], punch(bottom) [the white colour plastic thing-i beside the cloth],punch(top) [the blue colour cylinder above the cloth], and the back side button [located above the punch(bottom)]. They give weird names don't they? @-@;;

Step 1: Cut the cloth, I estimated it.Why? Cause I'm too lazy to follow the one which they gave at the back.If you really want to follow it,the diameter of the circle they gave is 3.9cm.By the way, mine is medium size. Place the cloth on the punch(bottom).

Step 2 : Place the shell into the punch. Tidy up the sides.

Step 3 : Put a back side button on the white colour punch, adjust everything and put them neatly in place.

Step 4 : put the blue colour punch at the back and push downwards.

Step 5 : Push out the button from the white colour punch and THA-DA! it's done~!!

Easy huh?? and it looks great on patterned cloths! and if you don't want that pattern anymore,you could always open it up and use another pattern cloth for it.It's quite tight though but it could be done..XD

anyway, I'm gonna prove you wrong Pochi! Not all items from Daiso are made in China and Korea. This one is made in USA!! LOLZ..XD

Well, till next time~ An advance sorry for random posting, will post something serious later, hopefully.

err? random thoughts?

Comparisons are easily done,
Once you had a taste of perfection.
-Katy Perry ( Thinking of You )

Aww..isn't that just sweet? I love song quotations.I had an idea on using parts of songs to do an essay or a poem,which ain't gonna work,cause me British ish bad..D= (and *cough* ain't it against copyrights? )


No more mistakes,
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.
-Katy Perry ( Thinking of You )

I always repeat the lyrics or quote in my head and picture the scene when I get the chance to use them.(which is most probably never I guess..=/ )


How do I get closer to you,
when you keep it all on mute.
How would I know,
the right way to love you.
-Katy Perry ( Mannequin ) I'm such a Katy Perry lyrics addict~ 8D

Don't all of us have a favourite song quote? lolz..share it..XD

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p/s - can't you see that I'm trying my best to update? D=

@ the moment.
Well,nothing new here,I guess. Same old,same old.

Really, I guess. Seriously, I think. I'm sure of it, maybe.


Hey actually, I do have something to say(wow,that's rare!). Why social problems around me built up so dramatically ever since I entered F6? Shouldn't it be less? Since we owned the title of "young adults" now,shouldn't our mind be much more mature than before? By the way,I'm not pointing fingers at anyone. Just that it annoys me whenever I think that my friend is suffering from social problems,which is the "in" thing now.I heard gossips about it, heard it from the "victims" themselves and even witness it with my own two eyes. To me, it all links down to this,

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"eat too full, nothing better to do."

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Seriously my friends, all of these misunderstandings,chaos and back-stabbing should stop by now.These hating and doubting are killing each other, don't you think so? So, take down that freaking mask of yours and as what Russell Peters said "Be a man,and doooo the right thing." =D Cause it's stupid and cliche to see the same thing happen twice~

Oh and by the way,I don't take sides. Never a fan of it.

p/s - Oh gosh,this came out quite "pantai-ish" didn't it?ROFL. Didn't mean to do it THAT way,oh well.

Other than that,the first monthly test is coming up (darns..DX). It's only gonna be a 2 days test for 5 subjects.I would rather have it for 3 days than to cram everything one shot!Rawr. This school is really driving me up the wall, they are making everyone the same,no individuality! argggggg!! We can't even choose our own rapping paper for our own table for pity's sake!! What are we? Primary school students? We are certainly being treated as one.Zzzzz. Whatever,these problems are just a speck of dust in my life,nothing to take concern about.Zzzzzzz.Besides,let's think positively, it's a school anyway,which have rules and it builds up their (so called) discipline.Their first thing to do is to make every body the same because it looks clean and neat.

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Why am I agreeing and disagreeing with myself? SWEAT.... okies? I don't even know where this blog post is going now,odd indeed.I guess I'll stop here before I blurt out more rubbish. So,till next time..=D byes~

Happy Chinese New Year humans..=D

Happy Chinese New Year ya~!!!!!

yays..another 15 min or so...
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Lets start the year with a BANG~!

wishing everyone a GREAT year ahead! Moooooooooo~!!!! =D

Me little drawing dump.

Hi all (again)! It's 4.25AM now and I'm fishly sleepy. Gonna post up some works of mine.Enjoy..=D

wows!! I wonder how long is this WIP.I really forgot how I started it,why I started it and when did I plan to finish it..=.=;; I only remembered that I did CG-ed it until really "peck cek".It's been in my pictures folders ever since.Eps,this reminds me of my other WIP works, guilty-fied.I'm in Despair!!!

This was done last year.My GaiaOnline avatar.Gaia,hmm....haven't been there in a while.Used to be a Gaia addict,I've learned my lesson.

lolz...this picture was completed during the school assembly(Saturday).You can see how bored was I,I was really really seriously bored.By the way,my chair was stolen by a teacher!gah! I have to share sits with my classmate!eps! evil I tell ya!I have to lean to the empty side (which is the place where my chair is suppose to be) and draw! This is done in me note book,yays for blank page!Sorry,her facial features is a little off..=.=;;

Another note book drawin practice.Started a little in the hall and continued it in class.It's not done yet.Dunno how to continue...swt.I think I really killed Alice.Looks kinda weird for some reason..hmm....

well,that's all for now.Till next time ne~! buai buai.

At the moment.

Haroo all! It's 2.21AM now and I decided to blog!

it's Sunday today! The last day of my 2 weeks in school and yes,I survived! Shocking isn't it? The horror,don't make me go back to school again!! I can't wait for the Chinese New Year holidays to adjust back my sleeping time table!

and you know what?

These 2 weeks of school is just like...it's like watching a Korean/Japanese/Taiwanise High School Drama.Drama drama drama lama,seriously. Or may be it's just me who's thinking that, ha? Anyway,I'm not gonna blog about the gossip, stories, drama script, manga or whatever you called it to details.Respect their priversy, har har.All I can say that I felt dissepointed, hurt, sad, frustrated and annoyed for somebody (you know who you are lar. >-< ).It sucks when you can't help.It'll be better in time,I hope.

On the other note,I think my hands are starting to itch for drawing. Suddenly,my note book is filled with sketches.I even dared to draw in the hall with the assemble on,which I don't usually do(cause I'm too chicken-ed too..=.= ). What da ham is wrong with me?? Why do I have a sudden feel to draw?! The feeling of it is all coming back to me now.I have no idea weather I wanna keep it or quit it. Arg, but I'm so frustrated when I can't get the position or posture right,I can't really draw a full body picture without having posture problems.Even the facial features gone hay wired! Darn you hands!!Darn you!!!

Is it a little too late to write my new year resolution? Gah,I actually missed it.Never mind,I guess I'll plan it along the way.*sign*

Well,startin to feel a little sleepy,I'll stop here than.Till next time.

Major Update!! picture spam!!! [Christmas eve/day and New Year!!]

Phew!!! it took me long enough to upload the pictures..=D well,here goes!!

Christmas Eve [At Shwu Pei's house]
Betsy's dad fetch me and Melissa to Shwu Pei's house.We went to Betsy's cousin's house to pic up the BBQ pit.


it's ties to the back of the car..O.O..I'm so terrified that it'll drop or something!!keep checking to the back to see if it's ok..>-<;;

When we reached Shwu Pei's house, her sister,Julia was baking the yummy apple cake!! Finally! to see the mastah in action!! After the cake was put into the oven, Shwu Pei drove me,Betsy,Melissa and Jee Hui to Jaya Jusco to buy the ingrediants for BBQ.We seriously don't know what we wanna buy.We end up with 4 chicken,baken, sousage ,cheese ,marshrooms ,meat balls ,sweet potato and of course marshies!!!Yi Ting,Yoke Wan,Yoke Heng and Sher Minn joined us later for the FOOD!!!

*cough* who leave it there one arr?? *cough* yeah,you know who you are!! XD

the yummy apple cake!!

me and Betsy made this..XD FYI.we didn't put anything funny inside!!

uncook food!!!!

Don't forget the rosted marshies!!!

LOLZ..it was fun! it's weird though,why everybody got drunk over Ribina and Nata de koko? hahahahaha!!!!! After that we got a mini Hand made exchange present section.(I got a cute furry green colour hand phone "chair?" from Jee Hui.Thanks Human!) We stayed for the count down for Christmas and went home at 1 something..XD

**Sorry guys,I don't have much pictures on this outing.Cause my phone camera can't take pictures in the dark..=.=;; **

Christmas Day.

LOLZ...Just another day of hanging out with my MHS friends - Yi Ting,Tong,May Fong,Siou Wen,Graham and Dexter. But too bad,Dexter didn't get to rid the Eye On Malaysia with us.We sat down at talked at MP,a very painfull memory.Dunno why, we started to play the extrme "jing ku pang" !! The winner get's to hit the losers hand with a special tecnique..TAT I'm gonna train and win you guys next time!!!!!!LOLZ. Another exchange present time! I got a cute teddy bear from Siou Wen! Thanks human!!!

**Sorry again.gah! **



New Year Day!! 2009!!

My mum got a msg from her friend,saying "Eh,this years theme is LA. So,remember to dress as sexy show girl! haha."or,something like that. Me and my mum though it was a joke. Who knew..O.o;;

it was true!!!! I went to the count down party at Equatorial Hotel. It was huge and the DJ was gay,the bad kind of gay!!

Serioualy,this party ain't PG13!! But the food and service was nice. A really chinese-ie Menu,too bad,my camera is too blur..D=

I drank a glass of red wine and a glass of volka.Bad bad experience. =.=;; will never do that again..gah.

Yi Ting,Tong,May Fong,Siou Wen,Graham and Dexter drop by my house to sleep at 3AM. LOLZ..I'm sorry for the 13 miss calls guys..>-> I was sleeping!!! We gossiped,gamble,play mahjong (blurly) and cards with additional game of truth or dare for the losers.I learned something really valuable after that night,that is, NEVER EVER SUGGEST TRUTH OR DARE!NEVAH AGAIN!!!!! Both me and Siou Wen didn't sleep that night,was so darn hungry and sleepy.I thought we are suppose to stay awake!! what happened?! LOLZ!!

Well,that's how I celebrate my Christmas and New Year. Oh yar,Happy 2009 humans!!!!!!! (although I'm way way way late now..hehe..it's the though that counts,right? )

PICTURE SPAM!!

This pic was taken on the 28th I think.See, a jam in Malacca!! DX lolz..Jee Hui driving..XP

These pictures was taken before CF. Outing pic! on the Dataran field.It was a great day for relaxing..XD

people flying kites..=D

LOLZ..Melissa..XD

This is Carrefore,it's in the same row as Dataran Phalawan

..and...this is me. Don't laugh!!I know I look weird..=.=;;

Well,guess that's all for today ne!! Thanks for reading~!